Vehemently denying all attempts at reconciliation.
Opposing all forms of sweet talk and concession.
Rebuke every effort to conjure the past.
Ball's been dropped.
Props revoked.
Game is done.
Believe me, I've become the cat I need to be.
Dismissive, forgetful, frivolous and recalcitrant.
Without chalant, lacking ruth, but filled with malice and venom.
Advising you to retain cloth for removal of egg from your grill.
Mistakes have been made.
Forest full of oaks and you parlayin' with a willow.
Took one step back to observe the poultry in you.
Your ability to dream small never ceases to amaze.
Carly was right.
Peace,
KZ
34 comments:
Why is Teddy Pendergrass' "Love TKO" echoing in my head right now?
Man!!! You have been in a funk lately. I haven't been reading your blog that long, but I know a funk when I read it.
I hope things get better real soon.
who you calling a chicken and are you talking about carly simon by any chance?
@ON
Man, that shit is extra appropriate! That's on the money.
@Nexgrl
I've been trying to shake it, but you called it. I'm mos definitely in a funk.
@Miss Ahmad
The chicken knows who I'm callin' a chicken. I oughta allow anonymous comments and let the feathers fly.
Miss Ahmad, you are the shit! I'm glad you got the Carly reference.
KZ
why do am i humming janet's version though...
"i betchu think this post is about you. dontchu? dontchu? Ha, ha, who, who Thought you’d get the money, too Greedy, greedy, greedy
Try to have the cake and eat it, too." ;-)
Why do I get the feeling that soon you'll regret becoming the cat you need to be?
**smooches**
All dem big words African.Had to pull out the dictionary for that malicra???? Forget it!!! Who knocked you out Bruh???
I guess you done told her huh Mr. Zed?
If you are not being appreciated, you gotta cut em loose.
@FA
They neva learn!
@Chele
Fuck that! Where's the blog, woman?
@Slish
Think, bruh. LOL
@1969
It's not so much a "them" as it is a state of mind.
KZ
somebody in wooing mode i see. lol
Let me find out......!
Okey dokey......Now that you've gotten that all out....
Have a wonderful day.
I'm sending you a big ***HUG** and a big **SMOOCH**
You're in it right now. I have no doubt you'll shake it off...eventually. Good luck. Carly was very right, but everyone needs to learn that lesson on their own.
http://cheleinva.wordpress.com
What the fuk is wrong Babe? You need me to check someone for you...cause you know I'll do it. You (whoever you are) reading this...stop pissing my Zeddie Bear the fuk off...YOU HEAR???
I'm soooooooooooo feeling this post, KZ!!! Thank you!!! *huggs*
I say bust them over them over the head with the egg and say hell with it...
@Nikki
Actually I'm in a much better mood today.
@Blah
What?
@OneFrom
I can't shake this bullshit feeling.
@Miz JJ
I still got feathers in my teeth.
@Chele
Thank you!
@RD
Have you ever felt like you're swimming in a murky swamp and algae is wrapped around your ankles?
@BZ
I'm glad you felt this. I feel like screaming this shit from the rooftops.
@Mack
Man, we are surrounded by myopic people. If muthafuckas don't have vision, they shouldn't be driving.
@Nsane
LOL! You tryin' to get me arrested for assault?
KZ
O.K. you've said it, you're feeling it, you've identified it now push forward. You staying in this place ain't gon' do you no good cause it distracts you from the rest of your life you could be living. Believe me...I'm trying to push forward from some stupidity myself.
As long as you give it/them attention they got you. They get the picture when you just walk away for real .
Not Dr. Phil, but feelin' you for real!
Hugs Z...you need em'
Since we talked last night, all I will say is ...
Wow.
you just wanna be starting something don't cha?
lol..without chalant, lacking ruths
@Isha
This shit is killing my creative process. I just wanna write about feelings and shit. It's fucked up.
@Robyn
Do I sound bitter? At least you know the perspective I'm coming from.
@Miss Ahmad
Baby, I can't write. Well, I can write, but I can't write fun shit. I'm not blocked, just unfocused.
@L and TV
Yeah, my chalant is missing and my ruth was stolen.
KZ
yes.
but i understand.
and she has NO.IDEA (i am convinced......)
Z I fell you...KNOW that I do. It hurts, makes you mad, makes you want to figure out how the hell you fix it, knowing that you deserve better, you even try to find ways to get it bad? Go figure…it’s called HAVING FEELINGS.
Feel it and learn from it, but don’t let it take you out of being Zeddie..We like him! From what I've read lately, you are growing and deciding what's best for you (or maybe I'm transferring my current events,) but all in all you'll be o.k.
Feel for ya' brah' I really do
can i get a translation on this one since you and robyn insist on talking in code!
@Robyn
She might be on some ol' Alicia Silverstone shit, hunh?
@Isha
I've never had feelings before, earthling. I guess I'm going through "feeling puberty".
@Miss Ahmad
Hunh? Code? Robyn is writing in plain, everyday English. And I'm responding in kind. No code here.
KZ
okay well i'm gonna go listen to come carly simon and work on my self
@Miss Ahmad
I'm dead serious about us not speaking in code!!! Carly ain't got the answer!
well maybe i just wanna act confused..how 'bout that?
@Miss Ahmad
I actually am confused, so we make a pretty good pair.
KZ
dude, remind me never to piss you off. i'm not the one to even be giving adivce these days, but leave the past in the past.
**putting on my psycologist spectacles**
Well...... quite possibly.....or it's quite deliberate.
what does your "gut" tell you?
**taking spectacles off, crossing hands in lap**
OOOOkkkkk! Why don't you tell them how you really feel...
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