This fuckin' blog feels like work. I'm trying to find new ways to say old shit. It's become tiresome. I hardly ever read anybody else's shit. It depresses me. Either somebody is happy about some relationship they're in or somebody is bitchin' about something. Both those subjects thoroughly depress me. If you notice me commenting less, it's not your imagination. I might skim your stuff, but I can't fuckin' bring myself to comment.
I'm exhausted. Not due to the sleep deprivation I'm perpertually suffering from. Just emotionally exhausted. I'm more bothered by this gig, not because it's difficult, but because I'm flat out not motivated. I'm bored as hell. I feel so entirely disconnected when this blog thing used to make me feel connected to something. I'm fuckin' floating in outer space, an astronaut with no mission control and no mission.
I'm exhausted. Not due to the sleep deprivation I'm perpertually suffering from. Just emotionally exhausted. I'm more bothered by this gig, not because it's difficult, but because I'm flat out not motivated. I'm bored as hell. I feel so entirely disconnected when this blog thing used to make me feel connected to something. I'm fuckin' floating in outer space, an astronaut with no mission control and no mission.
I'm frustrated and I can't put my finger on it. I know what Robyn would say, but I don't think that's it. I'm irritable and just pissed overall. I wanna lash out and punch people in the throat. Nice people too, not just assholes.
I could use some coffee but this shit here tastes like swill. Guitar classes are cancelled for the next two weeks. I haven't smoked Djarums since October. I gotta get back to the gym, yo.
I'm angry that I gotta write this "Scent Policy" at the office.
I'm just in a foul place.
KZ
I could use some coffee but this shit here tastes like swill. Guitar classes are cancelled for the next two weeks. I haven't smoked Djarums since October. I gotta get back to the gym, yo.
I'm angry that I gotta write this "Scent Policy" at the office.
I'm just in a foul place.
KZ
22 comments:
'I'm frustrated and I can't put my finger on it.'
Take a step back, Zed...evaluate the things in your life that you feel need to be changed, and think about making those changes. Sounds like you also might need to give up blogging cause it's getting old to you, I say, do what you gotta do for you.
I promise I'm going to try and come up with a story outside of depression. LOL
you should turn to alcohol
@Syn
Please blog more about something cool, like fuckin' or eating spinach. I need something to read that won't make me put a shotgun in my mouth. I'm puttin' that on you, Syn!
@L and TV
I'd rather turn to pussy.
KZ
I promise, I'll do better. Guess if you want to hear about f'ing, then I need to re-evaluate these team players...hmmmm....LMAO...I need a new starting line-up.
Don't you have any vacation time? I know you went to see the fam over the holidays but I mean a real vacation ... away from everyone. All I needed was a weekend and it worked wonders. Of course, there was plenty of f'ing and alcohol.
Lately I'm feeling the same way, emotionally exhausted. I started this year off on a real positive vibe, but lately......
I refuse to entertain this feeling for long. So as soon as i find the cure I'll share.
Hey Babe!!! I'm back *wink* I know how you feel though...I've been in a blog funk too. Just like whatever. I posted some shyt from 2005 today because I just didn't feel motivated to talk about my hum-drum life LOL!! At any rate I figure things could be worse so I am trying to be grateful for what I do have...and that of course is a whole lot!
Anyway, keep your head up my dear...when things are bad we know that we are all the more closer to that which is good. I'm glad your still here even if you dont have much to say...reading even this made me smile!!!
Peace and Blessings...
Roycee!
that was totally and completely morose...get over yourself!
it's winter and you got the blah's it's not that fucking awful...
go feed homeless people at a soup kitchen
drink 6 tall cans of St Ides and watch porn...promise you'll forget about everything!!
Your life needs purpose.
oops i meant to say i hope you feel better soon and ummm...hows that fragrance free detergent treating you?
@Syn
You re-evaluate the team, and then tell the hot sex stories. That's what I need.
@Chele
I got like 3 weeks of vacation time. I'd have to find some place to go for virtually nothing.
Fuckin' and alcohol? Where do I sign up?
@OneFrom
I'm still doing all the things I said I'd do, but now I'm like "for what"?
The cure might be sunshine, plain and simple.
@RD
Hey mama! You finished dumpin' the body of your latest victim? Your shit ain't humdrum. I don't believe it for a second.
@Miss Ahmad
You are the shit! I shoulda known you wouldn't let me get away with that.
@Sixy
My purpose is to fuck, drink beer, and write. I just can't seem to do any of it right now.
KZ
A "scent policy"? HAHAHAHA
*huggs* Sorry that things have you down. Just keep looking forward to the upswing, and go after it. It's there for your taking, luv.
*huggs*
(double-dose, cuz you sound like you need 'em today)
A "scent policy"? HAHAHAHA
*huggs* Sorry that things have you down. Just keep looking forward to the upswing, and go after it. It's there for your taking, luv.
*huggs*
(double-dose, cuz you sound like you need 'em today)
U be EZ Zed......
Take a break and just sit.
Brother, hit me vial email.
soooo...you wanna punch people in the throat and you need to get back in the gym? solution: kickboxing sounds right up your alley!!! ;-)
I did notice that you haven't been commenting as much. I thought you lost love for me or something.
This too shall pass!
i don't have shit to talk about either. my life is moving slow at the moment. nothing interesting is happening.
we all go thru this, get over it...switch up your game, try something NEW, you need a special treat from GG, she'll cheer you up! *wink*
re English Majors
I'll just speak for myself. I'm an english major and I don't have grammatical hang-ups like that. Any english major worth his/her salt knows that the point of language is to communicate and that once the audience understands, the speaker has spoken correctly.
Reasonable Accomodation must be REASONABLE. She cant have a private office if her job title is 'receptionist.' And reception areas, by definition, cant be scent-free. And why does she have this problem all of a sudden when the young Black Cat is in charge, Huh?? You will have more trouble trying to de-scent the rest of the office than dealing with that crazy b*tch directly.
Id give her two options:
Early Retirement
A box of paper face masks
...see that's why I aint in charge of nobody. I have NO patience for troublemaking prima donna b*tches...
Side Bar-Thank you for visiting me. They are WAY too nice over there. All they talk about are their cats and the Bible... no politics, no sex...Im bored senseless. I miss yall heathens over here! LOL
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