Epiphanies are rare occurrences, but when they happen, maaaaaaannnn....
I was at work today and I smiled. I never fuckin' smile at work. What for? But I start smiling because after a hundred muthafuckas have said it, I finally get it. I get it. All you advice giving muthafuckas with your unsolicited bullshit, I finally get it!!! After I threatened to drive to Detroit and beat Three within an inch of his life, I get it.
I'm am here, in Satan's Anus, for introspection. It has been made apparent that I'm am supposed to spend my time not reading or writing, but thinking. Everything else has been used to blunt my tools of reason and my connection to the divine. I'm supposed to be fuckin' thinking!
I formulate thoughts and perform actions, but I haven't been thinking worth a damn. My brain is clogged. Not just with minutiae, but with the mundane, going through the motions type of shit. How many times have you driven home and forgotten how you got there? It's like you're on auto pilot.
This was a mental exhortation to live in the moment a little more. Live in the moment or be doomed to repeat it.
I was at work today and I smiled. I never fuckin' smile at work. What for? But I start smiling because after a hundred muthafuckas have said it, I finally get it. I get it. All you advice giving muthafuckas with your unsolicited bullshit, I finally get it!!! After I threatened to drive to Detroit and beat Three within an inch of his life, I get it.
I'm am here, in Satan's Anus, for introspection. It has been made apparent that I'm am supposed to spend my time not reading or writing, but thinking. Everything else has been used to blunt my tools of reason and my connection to the divine. I'm supposed to be fuckin' thinking!
I formulate thoughts and perform actions, but I haven't been thinking worth a damn. My brain is clogged. Not just with minutiae, but with the mundane, going through the motions type of shit. How many times have you driven home and forgotten how you got there? It's like you're on auto pilot.
This was a mental exhortation to live in the moment a little more. Live in the moment or be doomed to repeat it.
22 comments:
Blah Blah Blah
My shit is NOT unsolicited! Take your comments off then Hammer!
...but I get what YOUR saying.
That was deep. Live in the moment...Hmmm...when I was younger and living in the moment I dang near F'ed up my future. Felonies are NEVER cute. LOL!
Holla!
@Blah
That shit be unsolicited, yo. I still luv ya doe.
@TJ
What did you do?
I think we should live IN the moment, not FOR the moment. You gotta keep an eye on the future all the while paying attention to the NOW.
KZ
I LIKE IT!!!!...You know what comes next...
...unsolicited Zed?
I got your unsolicited and I'll raise you a get-the-fuck-on...
You know it ain't nothing BUT luv...or at least a version of it.
@Slish
I have no idea what comes next. None.
@Blah
How come somebody so pretty gotta act so ugly?
I bet you won't be talkin' that stuff when I see you next month!
KZ
You like ugly...
tell
me
you
don't
like
it!
Yea...about next month...I got that john blaze for you!
* yea I see you ZEDdie bear!
Could you dumb your post down? That was deep and I'm kinda stupid.
wow that's possibly the sexiest thing you've ever written but i don't even like you in that way but i still love you...
I would agree on your purpose for being there..good observation...
Was that why the sun started shinin' around 3:00 today?
@Blah
Gotdamn NY slang!
@L and TV
It's all that damn liquor. Read it again sober.
@Miss Ahmad
You don't like me in that way? Try harder!
@TS
Naw, the sun started shining earlier. Then I got called to a meeting WITH THE SUN STILL PRESENT!!! Yeah, I'm stupid.
KZ
this doesn't mean you're gonna stop masturbating does it? i get mine fantasizing about you getting yours. ;)
nikki's gotta dirty mind...
i will try harder but umm...well never mind it involved more shots of those shoes.
"smile, it makes the world wonder what you're up to..." :-)
@Nikki
I don't think so, but I got time constraints now I think.
@Miss Ahmad
LOL! Shoe size. Indeed.
@BTB
Either that or they think you're stupid.
KZ
dang, you're right about the liquor son...and now's not a good time either. :-(
I had a really good unsolicited bullshit comment, but I started laughing at all of the other unsolicited bullshit comments and forgot mine! Oh well...so I'll just say
Enlightening!
I've been on autopilot for so many years now....
Nikki is a fool!!! But I get off thinking about the same thing....lol
LMAO @ Liquor!! But my shyt do be unsolicited but so what??? I mean really...so?? LOL!!
No but I am glad you FINALLY have come to some understanding regarding the purpose of your current journey and now that you'll be thinking I am hoping that I'll be learning more from you as a result!
holla atcha girl *wink*
Epiphanies are good. Now you can have a drink and chill in that moment. LOL.
What did I do? I live in Iowa (boring and having to make my own fun) , so the true question would be what DIDN'T I do. Too much fun...too much money...too much time on my hands...too much rap music. LOL! . But to come of of it all and only getting caught once was cool. Never regret it but DANG! Them background checks be killing me. I can't even get a part time job. LOL! Life.
Holla!
Live in the moment or be doomed to repeat it.
Preach brother.
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