Monday, August 21, 2006

Not Quite

Not quite happy
Not quite sad
Not quite motivated
Not quite dissatisfied
Not quite exasperated
Not quite mad
Not quite able to articulate this feeling
Not quite frustrated
Not quite ready to go
Not quite surrounded by the shit I wanna be surrounded by
Not quite cool with being downgraded from hurricane to tropical storm
Not quite appreciating those sunglasses you wear, artificially muting my shine
Not quite able to put my finger on the problem
Not quite ready to call the problem mine instead of yours
Not quite odd
Not quite even
Not quite a student
Not quite a sensei
Not quite understanding the shit you put me through
Not quite available
Not quite

KZ

37 comments:

Isha said...

Isha said...
OOOOOh Sweetie.

Sounds like you are having a rough time today. :-( It gets better! Just hang in there...it's all for your ultimate purpose.

Hope tomorrow is more than you expected it to be.

P.S. Sorry about the two deletes...Blogger was/is trippin' keeps eating my comment

A.u.n.t. Jackie said...

something about this touches me deeply. wanna come over and polish off a couple of bottles of wine and talk about it till the sun comes up?

A.u.n.t. Jackie said...

and damn you isha for being first!

Disco said...

i neva knew you's was a poet. nice.

very nice

layne bowden said...

Snookums...

I'm not quite sure what's going on, but I was diggin' this line in particular:

Not quite appreciating those sunglasses you wear, artificially muting my shine

LOVE IT!! You mind if i steal it for future use?

Peace!

Organized Noise said...

Not quite sure what I want to say . . . might just come back later.

chele said...

oh to spend one day inside the head of Zed...

feel better

1969 said...

Sounds like you are going through a little something.

I say you pour yourself a nice tall one and relax on the new couch.

Feel better.

Knockout Zed said...

@Isha
I don't know how fleeting this shit is, but thank you for the sentiment.

@Miss Ahmad
You tryin' to get me to buy a plane ticket? Bad, bad girl!

@Robyn
If anybody knows what the fuck this is about, it's you. You're the only one I can talk about this shit to.

@Butta
You steal my line, I'm stealing your virginity.

@ON
I shoulda named this thing "The Flux".

@Chele
This is a public version of a private pity party. I'll try to feel better.

KZ

Knockout Zed said...

@69
I can't relax on that couch! I gotta get the fluids off!

Just kidding.

If I drink it won't be pretty.

KZ

Blah Blah Blah said...

I had a phone conversation last night...it wasn't quite...never fully...just...not quite...

She's a virgin?

Riveting.

1969 said...

You didn't have it scotchguarded? Zeddie...you're slipping.

Knockout Zed said...

@Blah
Oooooooooooooooh!!!!

I'll see.

@69
You know I got that thing Scotchgarded. I already got sex oozin' out my pores. I don't need it on my couch.

KZ

BZ said...

Oh man. I know the feeling! In fact, it describes MUCH of what I've felt for the last couple of days. *sigh* Keep ya head up, luv!

layne bowden said...

hahahaha...

LMAO @ Blah.

Yes. uh-huh. She's a virgin.

(It is truly riveting isn't it?)

LMAO

Little Brown Girl said...
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Little Brown Girl said...

I'm there too...nothing is quite right in my world lately!

Nika Laqui said...

Aww Zeddie, I feel the same way....
Not quite, but quite...*lol*

A.u.n.t. Jackie said...

umm yea i think you'd better come on over so we can talk about it...

ChezNiki said...

((Hugs))

i like liquor and tv said...

not quite drunk

BKBajan said...

Here's another hug and a kiss on the forehead and some vodka (its quite stong). . .it will get better.

Blah Blah Blah said...

Not quite as riveting as I once thought....

onefromphilly said...

I'm not quite "right" this week either. And I don't know why. I hope it's not contagious

Newy said...

yeah Zeddie....not quite indeed....not quite Yeah...not quite blah (no offense blah blah blah) just here.... :o) We have all had a moment or a few like that....

aquababie said...

dude, i thought i had it bad...

Knockout Zed said...

@All y'all
I've been in a SIX HOUR MEETING. I'm not bullshitting. I'll comment as I can when I can.

KZ

Sangindiva said...

I don't quite know what to say but you are my
homie-don't-cha'- know-me- so I will cut the
bitch if you want me to...

Or I can always resort to what I'm good at
which is singin' you a song.

Take your pick- but if it's option #1
well- I'mma need to use YOUR knife :)

Feel better...

Phoenix said...

LOVE IT! it speaks to my inner poet.

Knockout Zed said...

@BZ
I can't shake this little fucked up feeling. It's following me.

@Butta
I was givin' you the benefit of the doubt. I'm sure SOMEBODIES have gotten the nectar.

@RD
You need a vacay. I got this plane ticket ready.

@Nsane
Are you packin'? I mean, shit, you PACKIN', but have you packed? How's your timeline lookin'?

@Miss Ahmad
I'll be there the minute they make Ground Planes.

@Chezniki
Thanks, mama! Maybe I could get some of that double huggin' going on if you call Dr. Kathy.

@L and TV
That's my Liquormunkee! Ya nut!

@OSB
Thanks, Luv!

@Blah
You funny.

@OneFrom
You know what helps that? Some good Zed.

@Newy
I'm kinda floating a little bit. Kinda upset that my muthafuckin' effervescence ain't bein' embraced.

@Aqua
You got it good, Lips!

@KZ
African, you are handsome, strong, virile and potent. Do your thang, big time.

@SD
Sing to me again and somebody's gettin' felt up!

@Phoenix
What happened to that booty shot you took at the picnic? I need that for some...uh...research and shit. Yeah. Research.

KZ

The Stiltwalker said...

not quite really means fuck it. Just for future reference.

A.u.n.t. Jackie said...

don't they call ground planes buses?

if you wanna catch a bus you are more than welcomed, but i don't know if that's gonna make you feel any better:-)

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ChezNiki said...

Yeah...um No!

I dont hug in groups. But Ill let Dr. Kathy know that you would like to schedule a session !!?!?

ChezNiki said...

@KZ
African, you are handsome, strong, virile and potent. Do your thang, big time.


...wait a minute! Did you just post to yourself?!?!!?

Knockout Zed said...

@Chezniki
I sure did post to myself. It's kinda like a pep talk.

KZ

Angel said...

is it wrong that i like you pensive?